.Thursday, March 03, 2005.♥
`best wishes to cindy n arnold n some reflection~~~
Another part~~~
Was browsing tru kenny's blog juz now. N i muz say i agree wat he said. He miss NCOS life, is stress thoughtbut those times juz make a wonderful memories~~~
N i realli do miss my NCOS life. I miss my fellow squadmates, i miss my cadets which i used to take them. Though i'm nt a veri gd n responsible NCO. But~~~ whenever i scold them, i will felt hurt in my heart. Honestly, i love scolding them. U may tink i'm nuts or watever~~~ But... i realli do appreciate them n hope they realli make a gd ncos, seniors or cis nxt time.
Time wun stay forver there. (Shi jian bu liu ren) Have u ever regret wat u haven't done? n hope there's a turn back to let u do wat u like? I felt tat at times.
How i wish i'm like a little bird, flyin at the sky wif no worries. Actualli bird haf worries, they haf to worry nxt moment will they b shoot by hunters? But, they can fly as free as they like. They dun haf to worri n get hurt at times.
How abt we human? We taste sour, sweet, bitter n spicy moments. I believe tis is life every1 haf to face it. N i muz say, in the past i do n always haf bitter n sour times. N i realli hate tat to the sore!!! y muz i always the one get tis??? I'm nt a smart, clever, gd, considerate, caring, kind, gd lookin or watever gd words. Haf u ever heard a chinese phrase? Lao tian bu fu ku xin ren. Heaven haf nv fail to let those poor n sad pple suffer. HmMm i agree tis!!! I've been tru alot...
I tink i blog b4 tis stuff~~~
Frm pri sch i enter EM2 which is last class ar, den PSLE i score realli low n enter NT. From sec 1 to sec 2 i score average marks for subs. But i stil can't make it to NA. Nvm la~~~ so till there is til try to work hard n score gd for my n lvl~~~ who noes??? i fail my maths again n again... haiZ
After n lvl i went to ite n study the course service skills(office). I learn alot int is course... Tis sch is actualli alright la... but... there r bad stuff oso la. As time pass, exams draw nearer n i finish tis course n achieve my cert le. N at tis moment i'm enjoyin n havin my holis now. I've rot for months le... I stil okay wif it la.
In my life, i gt not much achievements nor proudness~~~ From small till now, my parents n my sisters r always there for mi. But, i've nv tell them my problems nor sadness. My dad workin so hard for this family, i n him nt close frm young till now. Although i dun get close to him, but i do care for him. My mum always dote on us, cane us frm young till now. Seldom le la. She always cook delicious foods for us. Nv fail to b a mother. I tell u all smth, my mum is a great one. In the past we go sch, she is always the one wake us up earli in the mornin. Does every mum does tat? I guess no~~~ N i realli love her alot.
My sisters~~~ mui n yiping. Mui is a hardworkin ger, she nv fails to study hard. Although i n her had some misunderstanding la. But i nv wan to see her get hurt. Juz like when she n tat guy togther, i try to brk them up. I noe i'm bad but i gt no choice. Since den i see her reaali try to put dwn everythin le. Yiping, i always pin much hope on her. I wan her to work hard, i wan her to b proud of us. I oso wan to b proud of her. I've been stressing her alot. Wan her to get into NA. I hope she can do tat. Does every elder sister haf to b strict to to their younger siblings? I guess so~~~
Wo de lao gong~~~ He is my jiao ou(proud) He is always the one there for mi when i nid a shoulder to cry on. A perfect n manly enough to handle stuff. I thank god i found him, n he realli make my life more wonderful n different. N tat is y i choose to stick wif him forver. I've nv regret loving n being wif him. I stil rem hw i noe him. I noe him frm irc!!! dun say much stuff... den till we meet tat day n tat is hw we r together till now. Times files~~~ tis r/s 1yr plus le~~~ comin to b 1yr n 4 mths le. HmMm We had lots of ups n downs juz like other couples. N i realli hope tis will last. I juz wan my life to b better than last time. To b more happier. To b more blessful~~~
Tis few months i haf been struggling like hell. Struggle wat? i dun tell u. Not r/s of coz~~~ smth else... which i realli felt hopeless, i dun noe wat to do.
To arnold n cindy~~~
HeE as u can see the topic ar. Today is my son arnold n cindy de 1 yr anniversary wor. Sweet sweet loving de wor. Her by wishin them all the best n n stay funky always... n forver so loving...
HmMm i read tru the net abt MDIS liao. It sound so high tech sia, n there is one nearest to bugis. Tat is the nearest le, no more liao. I onli find out more n see hw my appealing is lor. Hopefully can go HN ar. Coz, the private sch fees damn ex!!! 4 digit de. Which is arD 3k lei. Wat i noe frm qh. Wah lao eh... imagine ar... so jia lat sia... if i nv work hard den die sia... but one thing gd over there is, we can take dipoma(izit like tat spell?) there.
But!!!
I stil strongly wanna go HN!!! If realli no choice i tink i haf to go study another course in ite of nitec again. Mayb abt touring. I noe gt tis cours ar. But... juz hopfully!!! Pray veri hard!!!
Oh ya!!! i noe abt qh applying of 3 schs. Ger hope u can enter poly. okay... work hard wor.
N den!!! i hate pple sayin smth to mi today, n forget abt it the nxt day. *hmpf Wo hen bu xi huan zhe zhong gan jue lei!!!
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Can some1 hlp mi? HmMm nt some1 la. Is heaven la!!! plz!!!
Oh,love the pink-ness, ♥
3/03/2005 11:47:00 AM