.Sunday, April 17, 2005.♥
`i'm piss!!!
Later on of the day~~~ Was at tuition class today... hmm can say quite earli la... haha coz.. we start abit late... My student nv cum... co i teach pri. 5. HmMm kinda stress ar... coz pri 5 maths veri chim de ar... but heng... some doin their sch work n another one is doin some chin work...
tuition end at ard 1pm? den SX den lunch... today lunch is hokkien mee... i noe we often eat tis food la... but TZ cook one mah... cannot so bad... i ate 2 plate... *lalalala wif lots of chilli... coz tat brand of chilli damn yum yum ar... haha n i tink i noe how to cook le... i nv ask of coz la.. i see n learn frm the food n eat la...
Stay back to do some discussion den some deco... hmMm i can't over talk Gary!!! He wins... i keep sayin y muz put tat sec 1 in... n he keep sayin wat every1 gt first time de.... den watever~~~ dun care n one ear in out at the other ear... :p
Den rush hm to go wif mum to another FT to BD lor.. i tag along... haha Gt reason of coz la... lolx den stay ahwile... till 6pm? den cum hm lor... nearby onli... n is veri the near... coz~~~ same blk n diff lvl... haha
Reach hm le.. take a nap... den out again wif mum same reason... tag along... learn new stuff if possible le... Reach hm 9.30pm liao... den bathe n eat... coz... i frm afternoon eat my mum's de mee siam till at tat time den eat... haha
Nth much to say le... coz... it's s simple day... hehe... n tmr i'm meetin dear to shop for my bdae present~~~ might b buyin s wat i say tat day lor... tat wallet... i confirm is a wallet le.. haha Den shun bian pei dear to go walk walk ard oso... :)
okay... tat's another part of today lor...
I was typin all the way till i finish tis post.... n guess wat??? When i post it says gt error occured!!! wah lao!!! i type veri long lei...
Ok... i roughly type again see how i rem ar...
Kinda mood swing now... dun noe y... n btw hor.. frens... dun contact mi tru my hp... coz my damn hp gt pro... if u guys wanna call mi, call my hse n find mi lor... N i haf to wait for like 2 weeks to settle my hp dwn... kaoz... nvm la... havin a hp or w/o it... it dun matters... there's advantage n disadvantage... hEE
Oh ya~~~ on fri i watch movie wif dear at west mall den saw tat giodano havin sale s clearin stocks ar... n i nv buy anyway... haha Coz... pple who noe mi when i buy right... i will buy same pattern n diff color of each type... *lalalala say mi mad or watever n i dun care~~~ :p
HaiZ
N i gt smth to say... y is heaven so unfair!!! y some family r so rich, n some r not? I'm average... But.. i stil tinks it's unfair lor~~~ y??? no1 ever tell mi y lor.. n i can't complain to who lor.. cOz no1 tells mi y???
N i simply hate to see rich pple wastin their money for non-purpose lor... might s well gif mi!!! :p
N i'm goin to say smth real serious tis time rd.... After my bdae... i goin to spend my money like s if no1 cares... after all i'm a ger, who nids to b pampered well, who nids to spend money like i care... Calls mi a spendrift... i dun care!!! i juz wanna do wat i like... Coz it's like so long time.. i spend money on clothes... i wanna to do tis shoppin again!!! Once again... i noe it will b like nusiance or watever it calls... i juz wan to!!! Wif no worries, tat wat m i b wearin tmr? Whenever i'm goin out the nxt day... b4 tat day i will ask myself tis... N i sill like... hmm i dun haf much clothing.. so i guess simple wear lor... i'm fat... so i nv try wear stripless, sleeveless, or wat la... I haf nv... n i dun tink i dare oso... Coz i'm fat!!!
So wat i always go for tis.. tees n more tees n blouse... I dun wear skirt often too... I'm fat u see... n i wear skirt my legs wun b so nicey.... So my usual wear will b like; tees n jeans. I noe bf will always hope their gf to wear skirt... look more femine. Look more like ger i shld say... But... i dun tink i can do tat... haiZ Which ger dun wanna look nice? which ger dun wanna wear nice? n which ger dun wanna b wif their bf wif their best overall clothing? Tell mi la.. who dun wan? N i muz say.. all gers wan to b in their best!!!
N i'm consider one... I always haf to tink so much n worri tat i keep wearin the same thin.. my bf will say mi... or ever my bf parents will say mi... I worri alot... n u tink i dun make an effort? haiZ
I dun noe.. i feelin vexed n mood swing now... Full of worries in my mind...
N smth real true... every1 tinks is her fault.. u tink she wans to b like tat? After all she is my *** lor... Every1 tinks she is too far... y??? i dun see y they can do tis... n i can't do anythin... onli seein her gettin bulli by others... M i tat failure?
ArhHhhhHH i'm so helpless now...
I guess i will b fine after a slp.. Oh gosh.. later havin tuition again.. n i m fulli awake here... okay la.. i goin off. le...
I hope my days ahead will b more happy... juz like those fairy tale story... they lived happily ever after~~~ I wan it to b true.... n real true... :) I dun expect much... i onli wan to let u noe wat i fork out is juz for u... N i wan more memories ahead... wif u by my side... juz like those fairytale story i say~~~
I goin off le... nitez shld b morning... zhao an...
Dear wo hao xiang ni wor!!! muacksSSssSSssSSss
Oh,love the pink-ness, ♥
4/17/2005 02:25:00 AM